Leave me alone.....

2007-11-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe, that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following story:Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps. Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.' Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His Father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher. The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball ... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!' As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team. 'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother >tearfully embrace her little hero of the day! AND NOW A LITTLE FOOTNOTE TO THIS STORY: We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail or sms without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people hesitate. The crude, vulgar, and often obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion about decency is too often suppressed in our schools and workplaces. If you're thinking about forwarding this message, chances are that you're probably sorting out the people in your address or contact book who aren't the 'appropriate' ones to receive this type of message. Well, the person who sent you this believes that we all can make a difference. We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the 'natural order of things.' So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process? A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.
You now have two choices:
1. Ignore
2. Paste this story on ur blog

2007-10-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

we are always told to put in a 100% for whateva we do.. what do we get back in return? is it always the results u always wanted to have? i gotta start slappin' myself and start waking up..Things that u wan u will try ur best at obtaining it..if u get it, i believe u will be over the moon.but what if u dun? u fall right down to where u were before in life.. u fall so hard that its just so hard to face reality once again.. take for example..A boy when he was 7.. he had no friends when he started out in school.. all he had was his grandmother.. his parents were never there for him... whenever he needed them.. they werent there.. only his grandmother..her love,concern was his everything.. he had no friends till he tried talking to his class mate sitting next to him. things worked out great.. "my first best friend" he thought.. who would have known.. the next week.. the kid transfered school.. once again.. he was alone.. back to home everyday after school.. into the warmth of his grandmother.. that was the daily routine..he tried hard to climb back up and start to talk to people.. slowly.. he managed to climb out of that hole.. from primary 4 till his psle.. he has a great deal of friends.. but so what..at the end of the psle.. he was posted to a school where he had troubles again.. no friends.. no one whom he can put his trust in..he fell right back into that hole which he tried so hard to climb out..still.. he didnt give up.. soon circles of friends started to surface again.. but he manage to have these friend simply because.. he had to wear a mask.. he can nvr be his own true self.. whereva he go .. the mask follows.. people see this boy.. the impression given would be "nice kid,responsible,disciplined,well mannered" thats the mask they all see..Whats under that mask.. is a face where peopel wan to avoid.. too much saddness.. too much tears..too negative...

what im trying to say here is that no matter how hard he try... he will keep falling back into that hole.. so what if hes out of it.. that mask forever stay on his face.. impossible to remove..
just like many of the people on earth..we are all wearing a mask that hides ourselves..Who knows what are u like? only u know urself best..

this is kind of a random post.. just needa to blurt out some stuff...long time since i made a post and the first is already smth unpleasent... sorry if u think im offending u but my story has nth to do with anyone i know of..

2007-07-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

ok nth much happened today tho its my bdae.. But i guess this will be my first and last time going school during my bdae.. i actually got scolded "fuck off" in class..WHY? cuz i didnt wanna go for dragonboating..WHY? cuz the whole team is goona disband anyway.. Train like dog, train till muscule feel like its gonna tear any moment like and by 29 july..DISBAND~ i seriously dun get the idea of it.. and whats worst.. people dun wan go we nvr say anything .. i dun wanna go kanna sweared on..my bdae summore..but i must say.. its realli a rare present to get sweared on during ur birthday dun u think? people would be wishing u happy bdae.. joke around.. and get to be sweared on is not something u can actually get.. I bet my last dollar most of you dun even get to experience it.. Darn arnt i fortunate?

Oh well.. i dun realli give a @#$% bout d-boating and all..and i currently considering should i even go to the yr-end trip.. i mean i cant be bothered anymore.. and i think actually manage to control my temper since sec 4 till now.. I used to hot-tempered.. small small things oso wan fight rofl.. thinking back made me look stupid..but oh well at least i know how to control my tempers now..

Today spent almost whole day in school.. play soccer after school then went and watch inter-house soccer.. ben and tbs were part of the team...after that came home and now slacking in front of com... i dun wanna go school tmr >.< L-a-z-y! lolx.. well stopping here to go game abit..
Thanks to those who wished me.. You guys made my day..

(The best was experience today)

2007-07-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a month since i last update this blog.. lol..lazy~.. well thigns arent mostly going the way i wanted it to be.. Firstly..
To you :Maybe hes right.. we should not sms so much ba.. i mean ur already attacted.. people might get the wrong idea.. and i dun wanna be like an asshole who doesnt know my limits.. so yea.. better stop ba.. i like smsing u and all.. its fun.. but cheering u up and making u laugh is mostly his job.. not mine.. as a friend.. maybe not this much..so i hope u understand..
(get him to read my blog)
To you: Im truly sorry that i smsed her so much..I dun wan u to think that im like trying to "steal" her away from u.. cuz i wont.. but for me ur being abit over-sensitive? its not cuz of this im saying it..Its like sometime its just a misunderstand between the both of u.. dun blame her for tell me.. but anyway just try to get things right before saying her ba.. but u dun have to listen to me.. im just giving my advice/view to u..maybe there are things that i dunno..so i wont say much..

Ok.. enuf bout this le..haha time for my other update.. mmm.. so many things happen between my last update and now... some oso dun rmb le.. everytime oso like that wan blog le then forget lol..anyway.. @#$%! the goverment for rising the GST again.. almost everything increase by 50 cent? Tis is alot of money can.. u try buy 1 item 50 cent ok nvm.. u go shopping for daily items.. 10x0.50=$5! Thats alot liao lor.. wa kao.. standard of living so high le still go increase.. siao ar? think we singaporeans earning hundreds of thousands per mth meh.. think of those families every month both parent income add up only 2k..eletricity bill+water bill+daily usage+daily pocket money=left wit how much to spend? and worst if both of the parents smoke right? one packet of cigarettes=$11.40.. if both heavy smoker=$22.80 a day..1 month already $706.80 spend on cigarettes.. how to survive on $1293.20 like that? wan to rise gst then rise meh? Got think of the country first anot? So what we have the lowest GST among all developed country? we are just a small country.. our resources are limited, we dun have land like USA,natural resources like oil in saudi arabia.. We are just a piece of Sh!t on the map.. so many land are being reclaimed to increase the land area of singapore liao..Still we are just a Freaking small dot on the map.. its not going to make a difference if our GST is the lowest or not..singaporeans all dun dare to voice out our unhappiness cuz y? if we challenge u..All we get is free meal in a cubic room wit bars and toilet next to our sleeping mat which we place on the floor.. so why always say its for the country that u goverment rise the GST/prices? you call urselves the peoples' party/goverment but most of the time its making things hard for the PEOPLES life? I mean wth? Yes you guys are godo in running the country,smart and hard-working but whats going through your minds when u guys tot of increasing the standard of living? not all of us make big money every month like you people..The building of the IR at marina bay for the F1 races to take place, wont be on for the long run.. y would peopel sit in their racing cars wit thick/fireproof suits in this kind of weather? yea to them its a new track.. they will come and race.. but in the long run they dun like the track they go back to their own countries and race on their own tracks.. Thats what MIGHT happen in like 10-30yr down the road.. so why even waste the money building it? Might as well invest those money in to the R&D of the SAF? will the track help us if we get attack by other countries? or invest it into Medical sciences to find out ways to prevent virus from attacking the people wit weak immune system?
School teachs us bout the past and how we developed from a small nation.. but dun you guys feel the development is going too fast for singapore to keep up?If you say singaporeans can keep up then why are they homeless people?Dun tell me its because of the bad habit of gambling,you guys even built a casino! isnt that allow peopel to gamble more? by restricting poor people from going in,you guys are actually being bias instead of helping them.. Why do you think there are illegal gambling dens operating in singapore?Its all because of what u guys are doing.. If u stricly dun wan people to gamble, why made "Singapore pools"? u are encouraging people to gamble..
Cant you guys see how u are damaging the life of singaporeans?

ok enuf.. type all this till im angry..lolx.. don u think what i said is true? or maybe cuz im just thinking too much about life.. lolx.. k type till here.. update next time :P

2007-06-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Finally got my com repaired.. got it reformatted.. so i lost all my games/datas.. sad.. all pictures oso.. anyone wanna send me phtos? pleaseeeee do so! guys i dtill got all those pic we ton at ponggol in my phone..dun worry..Others all lost -.-..kk update time

Monday 4th june

Went to celebrate pamela's bdae at sentosa..had to meet at 11.45am at mos..but when i call mei eng,she still at home so i take my time.. then just nice i think if so late meet how to get the prezzie done..then mei eng call again ask me delay pamela's..lol then i recieve a sms pam say she meet me at amk.. then i ok lor but i told her i at home still bathing.. then i take train form khatib to dhouby ghaut then back to amk.. had to be the decoy ma so drag long long lor.. so i met up wit her at amk mrt.. she late cuz went home take her cheese cake..(fyi:the cheese was kinda nice..very cheesy..one word:NICE) haha.. then we go down bishan.. was suppose to meet the rest inside then the da xiao jie wanted drink water.. i offered to go buy from her buy she die die wan go out tgt to get teh drink.. i didnt know what to do but nvm just follow.. she say wan go toilet.. then she go lor.. then we say poh ee.. then i realise smth.. mei eng they all there.. another grp who is wei ling jaz and feli went to mrt to find us.. so had to faster pretend to rush pam go mrt again.. kns.. so went back then go dhoby ghaut.. tehn reach le i said i had to go home cuz my mum dun allow.. then they go i stay to wait for the rest to come.. haha.. so we went to sentosa cove.. cuz heliane's dad is a member ma so he decided to bring us there.. the first grp go prepare.. second grp come then i went wit uncle to go fetch them.. they even blind-fold pamela..
then when the took it down.. pam eyes red-red one.. dunno cuz eyes cover too long or too touched?but i dunno la..then sing song.. OHOH u know we all ate in the swimming pool? such cool sia.. the tables and chairs all in teh pool thgen we all just sit.. haah uncle was very nice.. He treat us ALL eat lor.. F&C leh.. not cheap cuz is at cove ma.. then my pants kana bleached -.- my shirt from brown become like pink? lmao.. then after eat we all go siloso beach.. played for awhile then they ask pamela to go find a card.. then all of then wanna push pamela down le.. then cecilia faster go push her in.. in teh end u knwo what happened? cecilia try to push pamela down into the water then we all stand and watch. suddenly "SPLASH!" guess who fall in.. cecilia herself..LOL i there laugh like mad like that.. dam funny sia..after that everyone started playing wit water le.. then after that go change to dry clothes then go home le.. then in train felicia give pamela her cheeze fishball pamela eyes went big like the fishballs in front of her and said"she remember!" haha can see she very happy.. summore the fishballs feli ownself cook de wor.. haha.. then after that all go home sleep le..

Tuesday 5th june

had to wake up at 0900 to get ready for work.. like shit man,, after i bath and all the time already like 0920 le.. had to rush to work.. then i reach my work place at 1001? Lucky no customers yet..so i went punch my card then go sweep floor le.. after like 2 hours? then first customer come in..haha so relax can? so i decided whole month work morning till like 1700..easy stuff.. after 5 went home..then thats bout all..the following days after the 5 th of june about the same ba..

Monday 11th june

Woke up at 0845 today.. had to set alarm.. cuz dun wan late for work.. then go bath then go work.. on the way as the train wan to stop at bishan then if u at the first few cabin will pass some area of the platform area ma.. then i saw someone wearing my company's uniform.. then the face like blurblur one then reading book.. then i rmb cecilia got work so i just call her to comfirm where is she.. so ya found out its her... no wonder the face like blur blur one.. so just went work but today early morning got people le.. irritating.. y do they have to come so early.. idiots..so just work as usual.. then after like at 1400.. jones and shirley ask me eat le ma i said no.. then hor they ask kitchen specially cook spag bolo for me leh.. soo good lor.. dunno y today the people so nice to me.. u knwo i work hor.. i can just stand at the area near teh kitchen dun do anything,manager walk pass oso nvr say anything.. haha then i wanted to restock the fruits for the fresh juices ma.. then i just go take and cut.. manager see me just walk pass nvr say anything they know i not in kids bar but they stll diam diam.. haha(kids bar is a place at my work for making juices and milkshakes) dam fun.. like teh work place i own de wahahaha.. enjoyed working today.. OHOH.. on the way to teh mrt i saw this 2 girls dam pretty de.. got 1 look like fiona xie de.. ahah.. 1 is cute 1 is pretty..BUT kns they les de -.- they stand at bus-stop then the girl who look liek fiona xie go kiss the lips of that girl.. so many people still dare.. what is teh world turning into?!
oh i forget to mention.. i have been working my arms out this holiday..haha got dumb-bell from my uncle so im starting to train my amrs since my com was actually suppose to be down.. everyday train shiok :P
kk write till here.. wanna go try my game can work anot..

2007-05-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

Booya!! lol its been a F***ing long time sinced i blogged but as promised im back after O level chinese..xP well i think im gonna fail it anyway..and this is the first time i wrote like 400+ for my letter.. my compo only like 312? lolx anyway.. on the 26 went and ton wit benson,boon siew,haresh,wee tuck and shun sheng..drank jim bean.. took some photos..oh and 1 more thing.. they like drinking "on the rock" >.> i had a few cup and stopped.. dint wanna get drank/high..for i am a weak drinker xP..mm.. kinda hard for me to update the past.. too many to actually update tho.. But i wanan watch "POTC:at world's end" heard from my ex-working friends it was nice..must watch.. lolx.. well.. gonna go k-box tonight.. wonder if they gonna drink chivas again.. after that going cheryl house.. hopefully no one falls asleep again.. haha.. thats all for now..

2007-04-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yo.. been awhile since i blogged.. i want to write everything that happened in here but.. i forget what i wanna write le -.- everytime like that..KNS..Oh ..update on thursday,friday and today..

THURSDAY

Didnt go school today.. Sportsday.. i think school called me but i was in teh bathroom preparing to go meet the 3 wonderful people for a biking session at east coast.. When we reach there.. we realised the aunty whom we always rent our bikes from closed down..Then this Kit runner guy came and said"dun bother looking,it closed down.." Wa i wan punch him sia.. say till kit runner so big deal -.-.. but oh well, still got our bikes from them.. but the bikes condition like shit man..Gear changing oso got problem..after that we went eat.. WA all spicy food leh..but nice.. haha..After eat we cycle around watch peopel water ski.. then go home le..

FRIDAY

supposed to go to genting.. in the end cancled.. Due to some unforeseen circumstances..Then was very fed-up.. cuz i was looking forward to this trip up there la.. end up cancle..kns..after that parents say wan go in johor to the new opened shopping centre.. then i had to follow.. so i went in.. JUSCO.. is a nice place.. alot chio bus man!!Caught follwo the law there.. movie tickets only $3.50 LOL.. cheap man... dam funny the show.. fann wong actually acted like a ah lian lor..Cute..after show went dinner then wan go back singapore..on teh way i saw teh traffic -.- kns.. DAM long.. teh petrol pump guy say u can easily wait in that queue for like 3-4 hr..WA i totally pissed off shouldnt have come in.. lolx.. then my uncle suggested the second link then less traffic.. heng.. reach singapore like 1.30 am ..

SATURDAY

Didnt u know it was u who changed me?Is it that hard for u to realise? Zhen de hen nan shuo chu kou..Zhe san ge zi jing cang zai wo xing li hen jiu le..Nan dao ni yi dian ye mei gan jue dao ma?Wei she me ni yao zhe yang dui wo ne?Wo hao xiang ni.. Ke shi wo zhi neng zai yuan cu kan zhe ni na ge can lan de xiao rong..

sian.. Feli-baba if u read this dun anyhow guess hor.. Chut-Chut oso.. xD anythign u wan know can ask me personally..

Well today nth much la time mostly spend at home..other then going out with mum for her facial treatment...
night...

2007-03-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE MEIENG!!!
Happy belated bdae to dina too!! ^.^

okok finally here to blog.. firstly wanna wish this 2 girls happy bdae even tho abit late but better late then nvr.. lolx.. Felicia & friends they all go plan how to spend mei eng bdae.. firstly they ask weiling go wrap this SMALL present into liek A3 size sia.LOLX!!
I bet mei eng tot what kind of big gift was it.. then as she open it gets smaller and smaller.. She open almost like 30 mins?Then finally found the gift.. 1 small photo frame..LOLX! What happened after school realli can make u laugh ur heads off.. they brought her to coffee shop outside our school and buy her a cake.. 1 piece of carrot cake..LOLX felicia a.k.a ONG BA BA still bring candles and placed it on the carrot cake... we lit the candles and sang her a birthday song..Dam loud.. especially pamela..(obviously,wit her mouth that big :P)(ever seen a toad Sing?)Mei eng like like dam paiseh la..lolx..After that we went to seoul graden to eat where the real celebration takes place..So we ate and ate...till dam full.. cecilia loved dipping prawns in to egg then cook it.. I bet someone went home and LS that night..lolx..Then after food they went and get Mei eng and dina 1 slice of cake each..
Then they pass mei eng their wonderful looking scrape book..Its was nice..Mei eng like wanna burst into tears like that..lolx face red red de..Took a grp pic then went off le... Poh ee and me later met up wit myra and headed down to Reach for Joules Club opening..Eat some stuff then go home le...
Today in school nth happened until the end of school... Helaine and pamela play wit water and wet tissues.. then helaine keep wan throw at pam then pam go take mei engs water bottle wan spray at helaine.. then.. ONG BA BA hide under her pe t-shirt.. like someone put a ball under their shirt like that LOLX!!!!! then then smth happened... bell rang and helaine threw the wet tissues at pam.. pam then spray water towards heliane area and hit YI LING!!
LOLX whole class was liek dam noisy la.. then when the water hit yi ling.... SLIENCE... LOLX!! everyone was like eye big big la.. dam funny.. then after having lunch wit the boys,we went home..

2007-03-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

LOLX I GOT FIRED!!!!!!! SCREW YOU BERNIE!!!!!!!

well no choice..He just cannot accept the fact that im injuried..He realli apin in the ass.. without hi..Globetrotters will be a nice place to work in.. with all the nice people around...Happily serving people..When he come in only.. straight away recruite people liao.. summore is alot 1 shot...obviously he wans to be the MAN of globe trotters.. PUI~ u dun deserve my respect at all..bloody fatty.. eat and eat and eat nia..then talk so much..summore like to anyhow touch people.. ti ko peh...
But come to think of it.. i can concentrate more on my studies after all, its my major year...
Well head-set for studing in the future then..But i still need a job after teh exam T.T.. anyone got lobang?

2007-03-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

YO.. back after a loooonnnngg time..loxl i would not do this if Jy nvr ask me update.. lazy sia.. so mafan one this things.. anyway.. latest news..im officially unable to take my physical fitness test..muhahahah.. Doctor scold me when i went to find her.. say i so long then come.. now the thing worsen.. oh well 1 whole month of free PE-period..Yes arh!!! i hear this i reply.. this is the sentence of the yr man..LOLx..she scold me again say so lazy do pe =/..
Today whole day stuck at home..cannot walk nicely wit the bandage ma.. even go toilet oso difficult.. -.- like disabled person like that..kns..Anyway did some ctching up wit jy haven talked to her for sometime le..(she too busy in rl wit ~~~~)LOLX.. ok.. i promise to be a frequent at updating my blog..(hope la)lolx..

wo hao xiang nian ni..

2007-01-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Still cant decide on my blog skin..ma fan...Well its been awhile since i blogged.. had been gaming and keep forgetting to blog.. but blogger i guess, is the only place where i can brust my problems out.. actually.. theres like no one out there to realli hear me out.. Yea there were some.. but as time pass.. people change..now there is really no one to turn to le... expect u... but u oso bz wit ur own "affairs"..well even of my tots.. time for stuff that happened today..Went to school at 6.45am.. i wanted to sleep but in the end sit and stone..Went out to sing national song then headed back to class for contact time.. after that go library while my class contiuned POA..Yea i dropped POA.. figured i cant catch up..Was supposed to do chinese hw end up surfing the net in the library...0845 go back class for geography..Then chinese..Chinese teacher dam naggy sia... then poh ee cannot tahan go shout at her hahaa funny sia... then poh ee suddenly turn around and yelled at me, "you all keep talking!how she let us sit?!"Then i du lan i go reply "oso not i talk!" hahaa but no hard feelings la cuz know her long liao.. how to get angry wit her...moreover she was tired..after that english then break le... after recess was supposed to have 2 period of social studies..end up used for litter picking hahaa..After then nth much happened... Then during math..Haresh hp tio confiscated sia!LOL...funny sia.. teacher put her hand out he go rest his head on the table act blur..In the end he gave the phone and he needs a letter from his parents to get back his phone..After achool went to get our thrill before heading down to pasta mania for lunch wit jonathan and stuart..After that went home.. Just finish changing and editing my blogskin.. tiring -.- and song lost..Kns.. i need find one soon.. but i need to go sleep now..
-Peace

2007-01-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

got to know some stuffs that hurts alot.. but oh well what can i do? there are many things beyond my control.. u dun have to rmb anything i said... study or whatsoever...there are more importent things in ur life then this..all i can say is.. i hope ur happy..we talked about my habits.. u know what i told u before.. and yes, i will stick to what i said..everything i will rmb... all anchored in my head..

to all u people reading this.. if u dunno whats going on dun anyhow spread.. its not good to spread things u dunno of or what u think u know...

2006-12-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

It's really bad to know whats going on but still not get involved.. its like shit can..and if im unhappy wit something i oso cannot say out... if not whats happens after that wont be pleasant.. Talked to shirley last night.. She advised me to keep my opinion open.. but if i did.. will they be happy?will that change anything? i doubt so ba...everything seems to be out againest me...when all this things emerges..who can i turn to? who can i tell my problems to?is there even someone out there ma?everytime i try to sleep over my problems hoping it goes away and never return...
well imma go sleep..
I know people are saying things behind my back.. its not i dunno.. but if i confront u all.. what kind of reaction am i gonna get?boycotting?

2006-12-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

I think being late is becoming my habit... i need to change it man... today was suppose to go to the church but i woke up around 8.15 then i faster go bath..bath liao i go eat breakfast..(had to dad forced).. 9.15am liao(was watching cartoon and eating so longer =/) was about to rush out then myra called and ask where are u.. i dam paiseh la.. everytime sunday i sure late one dunno why.. but today one kinda importent for poh ee cuz its yun tian last service in the same cell wit us..then i blew it wit my lateness...I am like totally feeling like an moron..
To poh ee and myra: sorry ar... i know i said sorry like water from a pipe..but everytime late oso cuz of waiting for me zzz... but i promise i will kick this habit away asap :)

2006-12-15T03:53:00.000+08:00

WOOT! back form my trip and had loads of fun lor..haha.. GNHS was nice la and i feel lucky that i dun live in the slum area.. Went banana boatting dam fun.. got one part myra fall off and we didnt know till poh ee turn around LOL dam funny.. then we jet skiing.. even tho matthew as me first before we decided to go skiiing.. i didnt go wit him because i know his hand conditions.. and i believe its not wise for him to go on la.. even tho i rmb he said after the trip he go see doc and x-ray and he will be healed by then i still dun wan him take risk cuz his hand zong the day before..so ya...no hard feeling matt... and when myra took control of the jet ski handle,i tot i was goona die at first..she chiong one leh... keep high speed one haha.. but after that fun liao cuz chiong then nvr fall... gui quan andben fell 3 times la and got sting by jelly fish.. cuz gui quan wanted to do drift .. its dma funny la even the instrustor oso laugh so hard.. then banana boat dam fun oso cuz we only fell at places wit no jelly fish..heng cuz i see benjamin face like dam pain sia..(scared) ok im tired night!!!

2006-11-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Lolx almost everyone i know went clubbing sia...poh ee checryl myra zhide and jon went club momo...jasmin,yiling,xikeng,stephine and pauline went MOS.. So im rooting at home quite sian.. nth to do.. well worked today..From 11-6.. folded alot napkins.. I wanted ask this girl number for someone but no time -.- keep walking in and out of the kitchen to bring the guest food.. sian.. lunch was so much easier than dinner la...
Ytd cheryl told me smth haha.. i at first shocked dao but after that ok le... cuz its like.. i know whats going on la cuz she explained her decision..lolx...

It caught me offguard and its totally complicated...Its causing me to turn round and round getting me lost easily...

2006-11-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

@ Everyone,
I haven't been myself these days,hope my mood doesn't spoils ur day :)

Had dragonboat today... Kinda straining..My lower back hurts the most man...But overall was fun :D
I met the rest at SDBA(Singapore Dragonboat Association).. I actually had to run from the mrt all the way to there because i knew i was holding teh team back form the training..After that changed in to our "bras" LOLX!!
And got ready to go in to the boat..Oh CHIJ were wit us today... Got one girl in white quite cute...Anyway went into the boat then paddled out..We just kept paddling and paddling... The last part my arm almost loss its place on my body lmao.. we were asked to paddle 1 stroke and then hold the paddle over our heads for 10 secs.. I tot it was dam easy la.. First few easy but until the middle WA cannot tahan sia..cheryl keep laughing hahahaha...When we reach land i was like shouting in my heart "ALAS LAND!! FIRM GROUND!!!" ROFL!
We went to bath at the washing point and took some photos...After that we headed home..The two guys went to orchard i think... Oh i think zhide grow up become power magician... His tricks not easy to catch sia...
@ Matt
Dude Don't go cycling when ur sick lolx see what happened? anyway.. Rest more and get well some :) If bored go surf the net or read more about lance armstrong(legstrong if u wanna call him that) lolx
@mo-mo-ren
dun blame other peopel can -.- call u u dun wan come out.. then u say we nvr jio u.. its not that we dun wanna hang out wit u leh but u see urself u always come up wit reason to make urself not free.. if u dun always meet ur friends trust will be lost de lor...I know im in no position to say u cuz im not as close as u are to them...cuz u all 4 yrs friend i only 2 yrs..your bond is there but u didnt treasure it nicely..

2006-11-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

i f***ing no mood to post much... Woke up late today..So i rush and met the peeps going for injection at bishan before heading down to changi hospital...Took 2 jabs today and then went dinner.. that bout all...

2006-11-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

I realised i havent been posting much since what happened...So im back to start posting.. by reading ***t's blog.. i figured thats its quite true.. lolx treasure what u wan now or u can never get it back if its's gone.. Had Dragonboat training on friday.. it was raining yet we still carried on..(We'r strong) lolx.. went under bridge when theres lighting and thunder and i was placed in teh front where there was like water splashing down.. DAM COLD...betcha i was freezeing my ass off..had to miss my sis's performance due to the time clashing.. had dinner wit the peeps,pasta...Saw mun whye working there..brought some fries for sis and headed home..Ytd had drinking sessions wit my uncle and cousins!!! first time drinking wit my relatives besides weddings...That explains why i didnt go church today =/ after that still went to eat satay,stingray and fried sotong..

today my dad skidded off his bike when he was on his way back form sending my bro to his tuition as it was raining.. had some bad scars on his legs.. advised him not to go work tmr... but i think hes still gonna head to work..

Lolx i realli dunno how to say it to u cuz i dunno how to express myself =/ well i will let nature take its course then..

2006-11-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE POH EE!!!!
Well.. The girls had a nice plan for poh ee's birthday.. im 101% sure that touched poh ee...Bloody Pizza hut delivery guy travel so long.. -.- i waited till ipissed lolx..I realised Smth that totally freaked me out..Lolx... If u peeps can do this on him y not me LOLX i bet im goona be next on the "Hated" list... Got this feeling :) dun ask me how...Everyone can feel if him/her is going someone where where he/she does not like to be... Well i dun wanna talk bout this now... but i had a great time today... and i hope... what i think is not happening -.-

2006-11-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

I almost went blind ytd my right eye suddenly cannot see anything -.- dam scare sia lolx....This morning didnt want to go training..but after that ate panadol then i think i ok so i went.. end up indoor training..quite sian.. lolx... bugyee is sick... so she just came and watched us train.. After that we went to eat dinner... suddenly bugyee's porriage spills onto her then she went like "hot,hot!" (I think someone replied "yea, i know hot..") lolx.. matt and les ordered stingray.. But the $10 dollar looked like $3 one -.- so little... After that We going to mrt then realised bugyee's pass missing x.x but we still just went home she brought a standard ticket...Seriously i need another job besides the Function waiter thingy..

._. Iseriouslyneedanotherjob .-.

2006-10-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

Met cheryl and myra at amk station today... went to find cheryls black shoes...we went to have lunch then bugyee came... Then jonny came... talked awhile then go myra house.. shes dam dead.. prolly cuz of the work and stuff...first thing she do is wash face and sleep haha.. then the 3 of us go watch tv... bugyee next to fall asleep.. i was fighting not to sleep if not i sure die.. after that we sent myra go work.. then me bugyee and cheryl met to swim at safra.. ended up talking haha... after swimming then go eat cup-noodle then we went home..
Hope days after each day will be more fun then the previous day :D

2006-10-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

Today woke up late despite being called in the morning lolx... was late by 30 mins la srry guys...Went for service.. then i met lawsonn at the MRT lol was told he just finish his stay at chalet and going to eat nasi lemak wit his dad... so cool lor after camp dad treat to lunch.. (drools).. Then we went to Cineleisure for lunch and met pualine and cheryl... then i parted wit bugyee and myra cuz i going job training wit pualine and cheryl.. but they nice enuf to send us all the way to the room leh hah...At first we saw the manager we tot he dam firece later he turned out to be a joker lolx...And i found out that... Guests that are staying in the hotel are allowed to smoke in-doors leh! wth la lolx...training kinda fun then we met steph xi keng jas and 1 more girl who name i dont know...chatted till 6 before leaving... Tmr im goona go get my black leather shoes lolx... cheryl and pauline oso i guess...
Off to bed!!!

2006-10-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

2006-10-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

Todays Dragonboat training is great.. only that the teams kinda weak for now..But its ok! we will slowly become strong!! but hor think back... the training is kinda costly leh... 10 bucks can eat alot of stuff lolx...
Today we ran 2 rounds as warm up..Cheryl didnt stop la.. Such power... she strong seh... Guys out there watch out arh... she kick you, sure die lolx! Then we do stations.. stupid Diamond push up.. i like cannot even do 3? LOLX!!! i was dying there... then i jux do the normal push up instead..I ADMIT! im weak lolx..Nvm i will slowly train..
thats bout all.. Bye!
Cheers! :)

2006-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

Well its been a long time since i blogged.. too bz playing games till the wee hours of the morning lolx...Went rock-climbing last week... had Dragonboat on sat and caught a movie on sunday Deathnote... totally rocked... Well tmr is another day of training..hope i can run nicely tmr... I have been thinking of what liz said to me last mth...But i think impossible leh lolx... u know what kind of person she is la... very hard de...
haix sian...
bye..

2006-10-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

went cell ytd... realised it was jux behind wee tucks house... lolx.. then went to queensway wit Yuntian and bugyee.. at 6.30pm when we suppose to be at braddle we still walking there haha...had curry fishhead... Today cannot wake up head dam pain la... wake up at 7 then take panadol then sleep till 12-1 plus... like piggy.. lolx so now i owe the people i go church wit smth again but i dunn what cuz they haven decide.. haha.. tmr got job interview hope it goes well...

2006-10-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

YES FREAKINGLY FREAKISH EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRRREEEEEDDDOOOMMM!!!!!!
Woot im back in the house... time to enjoy 2 mths and suffer 1 mth (haresh said this) LOL... but i guess im realli gonna go ITE or retain if my result is better...so this might be my last yr or my second yr in sec 4 =/
but who cares?! its play time so cya!!!

2006-09-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

Yo.... now at NUS hostel..Joyce's hostel...bugyee wit me and we jux finish eating out "breakfast"...Joyce jie-jie so nice cook for us(hope i dun die later in the afternoon)..LOLX!! Today went church wit my 3 beloved friends...Service was fun i enjoy singing worship to god the most!! hehe...then later when we were going to bishan me bugyee jun yang and myra got spilt into pairs... unluckily.. i went wit myra (SORRY Jun yang!!!!)... then this people at orchard road dunnno mother got teach anot... come in dunno how to say "excuse me" jux push us in... i was dam pissed la but i didnt say anything..Myra went like "push push push!"..lol funny sia...Met cheryl cecilia to study.. then pauline and her cousin came..Then start mugging again...Then bugyee and me met joyce and now we are here!!!Well have to start studying again.. INTENSIVE STUDY!!!! Woot!! 8)
All u people reading this study hard and rock on(esp u ar...xiulian..)!!!
Sayonara....

2006-09-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

ello woke up at around 9.30 and was playing com when the power went off.. then i went to sleep again lolx... Myra and cca called and ask me to join them at tpy gym instead of the khatib gym... didnt wan to travel so far so i jux declined and went back to sleep.. hrs later Bugyee called and asked me to go gym again... so i jux went and met them.. since i had nth to do at home..lolx 4 of us were working out like crazy esp the girls...so intensive lolx..then we left and watched a match of badminton at the stadium..Then went home and realised power is back up and now im off to sleep....

Sayonara!

2006-08-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7.31am today..went to meet poh ee,sock hwee,myra and cheryl.. cheryl was dam late la lolx... Then we went SGH see this boy named som nam(samual).. He just had operation and is already very active the next day...Then we went to Myra's cell grp... Was fun singing songs but hor when they started saying tongue i totally sian out then i just close my eyes and jux pray to god in english...(not a christian but its worth a try right?) Then when it ended.. Everyone started say who likes who and i just keep turning on a deaf ears to whateva they say lolx...Wondering tmr should go church anot lolx...

Sayonara...

2006-08-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Just finished tuition awhile ago.. Didnt do much =/ Dun have the feeling to do so...Had soccer during P.E.. Lawrence and chee tong almost had a fight but their friend was quick enuf to stop it...Other then that nothing realli special happened...Tmr gonna go some cell grp at lakeside... hope it a enjoyable one... Thats all for now..

Sayonara...

2006-08-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

Well.. started wit a boring day...But we were like making fun of wenn jet non stop.. lolx.. then during recess..the stupid bloody chicken bring drinks to class, giving Mr Quek a chance to catch our hair!!! Nick escaped.. leaving Eugene,See guan,Bryan,wenn jet and me... we went out of school to have our hair cut... Eugenes hair cut till dam short la!!! lucky when my turn the aunty pity me... letting me keep my hair slightly longer then the rest of them...Heng... After school went to play soccer wit Wen jie,ruben,darryl,nic,Xian ping,jonathan,Zhide and wee tuck... Later then go mac 7 people share 1 big fries..Super lame la..Then Cheryl they all came... and Sock Hwee appeared! O.o Didnt know what they were doing but dun think i need to know that...Maple got updated cannot use vac hack liao =/
Thats all i gotta say now.. Sayonara...

To you guys :I think im reali drifting away from u guys le... whenever i try to get along wit u all... i dun feel the "feeling" there anymore... I think I'm the cause of the problem ba =/ It prolly cuz im anti-social?

2006-08-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

Uploaded song and video but the video tends to lag...Dun maximize the web page if u wanna view the video :)

2006-08-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

To someone out there: Cant u see what im driving at?I do so many for who? onli you can?

Weee~!! Just finish making my blog wit the help from my bro(better at blogging).Thanks loads..lolx..Anyway today didnt go school(pon) xD...But even if i go school, does it matters? i would prolly jux make him pissed off or smth... anyway.. i think selva is trying to call mi again -.- phone keep ringing after 1 hr lolx.. cannot tahan...

Well thats all i got to say for now...Time for games xD